an excerpt.

You did it again. You promised. But you did it again. Do you not know how much I hurt every time you’re hurt? You told me you’ll never leave any scars behind.

 Proportion, addiction; either one. But I ..

 No, don’t promise me you’ll never do it again. Just, just let me catch you when you fall.

 Are you strong enough?

 Yes.

 Okay.

 

&&

she thinks that the tears she cries will heal her…but they don’t.

 

슬픈

I’m depressed.

Nothing seems right.
I don’t like being on my own.
I don’t like being alone.
I don’t like being a grown-up.Everything feels empty.
I feel empty; my heart, my hands.

Tell me what to do, where to go.
I don’t know.
I don’t know and I’m back where I was.
Maybe even further behind.
And I don’t like it.

And this is me ranting about something that makes sense but shouldn’t.

I want to cry but I shouldn’t either.

Can’t I at least have someone else to blame?

 

声をきかせて

to be sad on Christmas day is sad.

i miss the KPOP world.

goodnight.